that's me.


Breathe.I slip my beat up converse and green coruroy jacket on and rise to go for a walk. Standing by the steps I take in the scene laid out in front of me- across the road the colors of the sun change from a yellow to a pinkish purple in the reflection on the pond. The green grass slowly sways with the wind. The trees scream to be climbed. Summer afternoons this road is perfect. I even spent an entire summer walking down this very road through 89, to the southeast playground, with my boyfriend. A beautiful summer I later learned, none would live up to. Breathe. &nbsBreathe.


IntroFirst date,Intro
make this good. Eyes connect, like they should.
Holding hands, a step nearer. Exchanged words, nothings clearer.
Make me smile, give me laughs. Love my eyes, they're arts and crafts.
Lost in you, I'm falling down. Is this love, in our small town?
I'm not sure, what we are- No idea what we'll be. but don't run far.


Touch of yoooouuYou make me want to scream in the best of ways.Touch of yoooouu
I'm burning from the outside in,
you're tangled in my thoughts.
I want you, and I want your sin.
Lick me down, from head to toe
Feel me up my skirt
Love me in the best of ways,
love me til I hurt.
Grab my hair, gently stroke it.
Caress me until I moan all night,
hug me until the sun rise-
and stay with me out of sight.
On pool tables and twister mats-
Your touch, it makes me shine.
Come inside me, you're invited.
Come with me and dine.
I'll touch you back, a


After This Blood DriesAfter This Blood Dries - Complete PieceAfter This Blood Dries
With scrapes and scars all over her skin She didn't quite get how she desearved her sin "Going with the flow," she cries, "Only leads to telling lies."
Random flyers all around her face Asking if she felt anything... Anything close to disgrace
Meetings for people locked with in Moods of solitude, darkness, stuck in a bin Is there no point of living now? You're trying to escape, But don't know how? Come out and watch as your pain slowly dies Away we can watch the hurt as it flies
She doesn't know if


I Went to Bed at 2..thank you for remininding me I always spoke of leaving it makes the action less like deserting more like completing and cheating to get there but we all arrive someday at the answers that have sat there and stared in our facesI Went to Bed at 2..
and soon they'll all come pouring out cause I hold my tongue like my liquor and I don't see the point in keeping secrets from you when you're already a world of knowledge
do you ever look up to see if the sky's still there? do you write your life like a novel to ensure you don't disappear? do you stay up too late til you're left with blank stares


Something Newinches from your face your warm breath melts meSomething New
like a fireplace does ice you've got a scent like life a fragrance I can taste and I'm trying not to blink- not to relapse from your beauty when a staring contest's just a line I use to gaze into your eyes


Absolute Zero is Only TheoretiYou ask me, you ask me why I don't have a girlfriend and I'll, I'll tell you.Absolute Zero is Only Theoreti
It's not because I don't care;
It's not because I don't have feelings; I am not a stone wall. And while I can see through valid arguement that love, sex, romance, passion - these are the highlights of existence, Well, what's a string of highlights? What are they without the substance- the backbone - the spine - the filler? The day to day. These moments ate just as beautiful in their own way. Too much of this life is seen in black and white - all or nothing - when it's completely opposite: ever


Start HereStartStart Here
here. end with
justice. justification of a lie "just because a writer said something didn't make it true, just that it sounded good." -a lovely quote from a book I loathe but I will have to admitt she was right about some things. there is beauty in everything but also ugliness. and lonliness is
most definitely the human condition.
I miss you
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The weirdest things you'll ever hear, may be the truest things you'll ever know
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Is the sky always this red?
Is the water always this bloody?
Will I ever dream?
No...
Will you ever go?
No...
Will this ever end?
Never...
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